why very thing is so hard to get?

why

why everything i wan to get is so hard for me
is it my problem
or this is the fate for me
i juz wan a simple way to lead to my simple dream

dun make me do sth that i dun wan do
so many block in front of me
sometimes
i oso will feel tired about this
dun make me be a bad girl
i oso dun wan

everything i hav to work very very hard
i juz wan a little bit luck for me
can??!!!

wht can i do?
i juz can follow the way
that wht i hav now
sometimes
i juz wn follow wht i wan
is it oso so hard for me

pls
i juz wan to lead my dream
i dun wan hurt anyone
including myself
so ...
pls